{"id":557,"date":"2005-04-27T17:40:00","date_gmt":"2005-04-27T17:40:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.beatzo.net\/blog\/2005\/04\/i-think-i-am-getting-a-wee-bit-obsessed-again\/"},"modified":"2005-04-27T17:40:00","modified_gmt":"2005-04-27T17:40:00","slug":"i-think-i-am-getting-a-wee-bit-obsessed-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.beatzo.net\/blog\/2005\/04\/i-think-i-am-getting-a-wee-bit-obsessed-again\/","title":{"rendered":"I think I am getting a wee bit obsessed again."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><!--more--><b>V\u00e4rttin\u00e4 &#8211; Itkin<\/b><br \/>\nItkin vuuen itkin toisen itkin kohta kolmannenkin<br \/>\nkolmannenkin nelj\u00e4nnenkin viijennen viel\u00e4<br \/>\nItkin pois itkin ihanat silm\u00e4t kasvon kaunihin kaotin<br \/>\nkaotin kaunihin kasvon ihanat silm\u00e4t<\/p>\n<p>Kumpa voisin viel\u00e4 vuuen keste\u00e4 t\u00e4m\u00e4n kesosen<br \/>\nt\u00e4m\u00e4n syksyn sinnitell\u00e4 talven tunnustella<br \/>\nL\u00e4hen hoikka huolissani syksyisen y\u00f6n sylihin<br \/>\nkuuta kohti kulkemahan y\u00f6n sylihin<br \/>\nSynke\u00e4n y\u00f6n sylihin kyyneleilt\u00e4 katoaisin<br \/>\np\u00e4\u00e4ll\u00e4ni pime\u00e4 pilvi pime\u00e4 pilvi<\/p>\n<p>Kyynel vieri virtaeli vieriv\u00e4t vesipisarat<br \/>\nKemp\u00e4 veisi kyyneleeni kasvoni kuivaelisi<\/p>\n<p>En usko toeksi tuota n\u00e4hne n\u00e4ill\u00e4 silmill\u00e4ni<br \/>\nkun en k\u00e4yne katsomahan toeksi tuota<br \/>\nTyhj\u00e4 tuli toivotusta tosi toivomattomasta<br \/>\nvale viikon vuottelusta vuottelusta<\/p>\n<p>En mie itke muitten n\u00e4hen valittele muijen kuullen<br \/>\nItken itkut itselleni kynnyksille kyyneleeni<br \/>\nKemp\u00e4 veisi kyyneleeni kasvoni kuivaelisi<br \/>\nMiksi itken ilman syyt\u00e4 vaivojani valittelen<br \/>\nMie itken joka ik\u00e4v\u00e4n joka huolen huokaelen<\/p>\n[Translated]\nI spent a year weeping, then another, then a third &#8211;<br \/>\nthree, four, five years. I cried my lustrous eyes out,<br \/>\nI lost my pretty looks. I only wish I could last another year:<br \/>\nhold on through this one summer into autumn, ease through winter.<br \/>\nPoor little me, I&#8217;ll go into the autumn night and walk moonward<br \/>\nwith my troubled mind. I&#8217;ll leave my tears behind and disappear<br \/>\ninto the murky night&#8217;s embrace, a dark cloud over my head.<br \/>\nMy tears flowed, the teardrops trickled down my cheeks.<br \/>\nWho will dry my tears, who will wipe them from my face?<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t believe that it&#8217;s all true, and I can&#8217;t convince myself,<br \/>\nsince I won&#8217;t go and see it with my own eyes. All my hopes have<br \/>\ncome to nothing, what I dreaded has come true. I waited so long,<br \/>\nbut it all turned out to be a lie. But I won&#8217;t cry in front of others,<br \/>\nwon&#8217;t complain with people around. My weeping I keep to myself,<br \/>\nmy crying I do at home. Why do I cry for no reason, why do I lament?<br \/>\nI cry over each sorrow, and each worry makes me sigh.<\/p>\n[Lyrics courtesy www.varttina.com]\n<p>If anyone wants the mp3, let me know. In my humble opinion, this band out-Rahmans AR Rahman.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[84],"class_list":["post-557","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-acquisitions"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.beatzo.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/557","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.beatzo.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.beatzo.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.beatzo.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.beatzo.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=557"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.beatzo.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/557\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.beatzo.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=557"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.beatzo.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=557"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.beatzo.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=557"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}